This is a page dedicated to situations I have thought about. Vague, right? It is on purpose. These could range from good to bad, NSFW to SFW, or whatever else. Most of these are passing thoughts, some linger, and there's a chance I might go back to update older ones as well if I think of more things to add. Many are related to horror.
FILM IDEAS
I want to make more abstract films. I hate writing scripts so much. It is such a pain. I hate acting. I should maybe just try to be myself more. I also think films like this would be fun to edit. I don't know. I have thought about a film attempting to depict how I experience mental illness, but it almost feels too personal, and I might get in my head too much with a concept like that. I think I would have to be more in tune with my life to make something like that.
Bat Frat. A frat full of vampires, looking to make their new pledge one too. Everyone told him to avoid the frat, as they are "weird", but Pledge has always been a bit of an outsider trying to fit in, so he thinks it might be a good fit for him. When they are the only frat to give him a bid, he happily accepts, with no knowledge of his fate. He starts to have second thoughts when pledge season activities have such a late starting time and the wine they are drinking tastes like it was watered down with pennies.
ANXIETIES
I don't believe it would ever happen, but the zombie apocalypse? I have a plan for it. It isn't the best one out here, but it is one. I cannot share all the details, but it involves my grandfathers property out in the woods. I think this land would make for a great place to stay long-term. It is remote. My father is a huge gun guy and is dedicated to protecting me. He would also have a ton of fun being able to use them for target practice. There's crops, wildlife to hunt, and fish to fish. It could be a very peaceful life compared to the one I live now. I only worry about how I will not have any medications, but I think without certain societal pressures, maybe I would need them less.
THINLY-VEILED FANTASIES
DISCLAIMER: I feel some semblance of shame for sharing this kind of thing. These are hard to write sometimes. However, I think it would be nice to keep a little log here. Cuz whatever! It's my website! I do have a boyfriend so don't get the wrong idea by any of this, and know that it is all supposed to be gay. If anything seems crazy, wrong, or bad, just know I literally do not give a fuck about that. #Welcome #To #My #Twisted #Mind
The clock app inspired this one. Not the specifics but the general idea. Doctor patient thing. Not a regular relationship, but we'll strike up a deal for him to use me as a test subject for whatever and I'll get the gender affirming care I need for free. I don't neccessarily realize that this involves a quarantine period as he tries to notice changes over time. And another. And another. I didn't realize what this entails at all, actually, and I am stuck with him. Would I want to escape? Probably not. Hard to get a deal like this anywhere else. I don't think I mind too much being taken care of. However, I'm quite the social person, always wanting to be with friends. I can see myself getting incredibly attached to the only person in my life. Plus, being a lab rat is the least I can do for him, right?
